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A VIEW OF CONCRETE: Gareth Ellis (AUS)
NEIL: It's early Sunday afternoon, it's yesterday, right, nice day. I'm sitting in
McDonalds, or KFC, it's a fast food joint, like take-away. Anyway, this
friend, my friend Sharon, or Sharee or something, I don't know her very
well, I know her from clubs. Anyway, moving on. She has this friend with
her. A girl, this beautiful girl. She's from an island or something, in the
Caribbean or America. So we get talking, and she likes to party, and I like
to party, so we decide to party together, that night, Sunday night.
And she's beautiful. I mean she’s even beautiful walking away, she's like
– swish, swish, swish.
So I call this mate of mine, good mate, drug dealer. So I call him and I
get some Three Four. You know what Three Four is? It’s Three Four
Methylene Dioxy Methyl Amphetamine. It's a drug, it's ecstasy, it's a
party drug. MDMA.
So we take this MD and we go into the club. So we're in the club and
she's like – swish, swish. But the DJ... See the DJ's playing this Trance,
Hard Trance, like Industrial Trance, not Sci Trance, or just Trance, it's too
hard. It's messing up her swish. So we bunt. We get the fuck out of there.
We go to this park. It's not a park, it's an oval, like a football oval. And
we're there under the stars, they're city stars, they're not real stars, but
they're still there through the fog, or smog, whatever. And we're sitting
there, and I love her, I mean I love this girl, I love her. So we do some
Meth, some Crystal Meth, it's like speed, but it's not speed, it's Meth,
Methyl Amphetamine.
And I'm starting to get these hallucinations, so I tell her there are these
little Pac-Men between us, and she sees them - see we're in tune. Then
she says, they're getting bigger. And they are, bigger and bigger. So we
get up, and run in different directions around the white line on the oval,
away from the Pac-Men, the Pac-Men chasing us.
After about a minute of running as hard as I can, I've forgotten what I'm
running for. And at that moment, we collide, me and Swish, and we kiss.
Oh, we kiss. And then, the Meth drops down my throat. And if you know
Meth, Meth is bad, Meth tastes real bad, and I hurl. And it's like an
umbilical kiss. It's like a bird feeding another bird. And she's choking on
this Grolsh, and I think she inhales, 'cos she just goes down. And she's
like, dead, or dying, and I love her, but I can't help her, but I love her,
but I'm off my face, so what can I do? What can I do?
So I take her phone and I dial triple zero. And I put the phone on her
stomach, and I kiss her on the forehead, and I walk away. Into the night.